Last day of 2009.

11:36 pm now, 24 more minutes it's 2010.

I fall in love, raved, smiled, cried, got my heart broken in 2009 and now 2010 is coming and i shall move on,i wouldn't think about him anymore,i don't wanna think about him anymore and this is the last post ABOUT HIM. He doesnt deserve anything good from me, he ignored me before, he lied me before, he broke my heart too and he can never ever repair it.

I've learned everytime when i made mistakes in 2009 and i knew it all happened for at least a reason and only God knows what is it.

I've made up my mind. I've made decisions. Things will never be the same in 2010 and i want 2010 to be a better year.

even though there's many ups and downs in 2009 but thats ok cuz everything makes me grew stronger.

GOOOOOOOOOOOODBYEEEEEEEEEEE 2009.
i'll grab him out from my heart now and leave it to you 2009.i don't want to bring this on to 2010.

I never wanna think about him anymore.NEVER.

Christmas.

Merry Christmas everyoneeeee =)

Had hi-tea just now at Promenede Hotel, wore a pair of 3.5 inches aka 9cm high heels, Cas accidentaly kicked my highheels while walking so i almost tripped over but luckily i did not :)

Went Grandma's house and Grandma lent me her pup,Sugar for a day.She's sooo NAUGHTYYYYYYYYY loll. I have to chase her around the house to get her loll.She's cute,of course, most of those puppies are cute.

..and one thing... that ruined my perfect day...is..
HIM.

okayy, this is something i really hate about him...sometimes when i asked him questions he doesnt answer.TOTALLY NO REPLY. Ever since that breakup,we're still friends, i seldom text or chat with him in msn first because i'm avoiding heartbreaks for myself and this few weeks i think we totally didnt 'talk' to each other til last week.

He texted me first while i was at 1B and then after that i started textine with him and chatting with him in msn.

and just now i asked him something and he didnt reply...i just don't get it why? why can't he just reply. He treated me so bad and he ignored me but i forgave him. I wouldn't be chatting with him if i didnt forgive him.

the worst is, i think about him almost everyday and i don't even know wheather it is like him, love him, mad at him or what. I really don't know.

and now...he's going to sukau tomorrow and he's not coming back maybe cuz when i asked "ur nt coming back?" he said "yesss" "maybe" .

and i just received a message from him on msn
not going to talk about it here cuz it's some kind of
... msg.

shud've post these at yesterday but i forgot.

Dad went to guangzou with some friends yesterday.Bad poppa didnt bring us with him loll bahahhah kidding..Hope my poppa will buy things that i asked him to buy at guangzou.

Went Amanda's house yesterday.We played ps2 the sims2 and we made those sims 'WooHoo'. Afterwards we took some pictures...

2010 class lists were out. Tomorrow going to school to see what class I'm in.

Christmas in 2 days :)

It's holiday time.

It's been a month that i didnt post anything here well okayy so here i am ,posting things ive done during hol.

Mom just had an operation last week so we're going nowhere for this holiday she needs some rest n so i do most of those houseworks of course nd dad's busy working,mom couldnt drive for a month so i guess tis holiday my brother n i will mostly stay at home.

Unlike last year,i've spend most of my time nd money on this stupid game Maple n in d end what i get is nothing.Well i learned my lessons, nd i swore il never waste my time nd money on games or anything useless anymore.

and yes,im using facebook now but im not addicted to it im just filling up my time.Okayy my advice to those readers who're addicted to facebook or facing the computer 24/7 : well it s good to keep in touch with your friends through fb but don't overdo it cuz it'll turn up as addicted or obsessed plus facing the computer 24/7 isn't good for health,go out for a walk or a jog instead.
(reminding myself too BAHHAHAHAH)

2 more weeks to Christmas HOOOOOOOOORAYYY. Christmas is one of my fav seasons :)

just bathe my dog just now n she smells like candy now lollll.Not going to Youth cell agn today, no transport. :((( im sorry God.

Okayy gtg for lunch.....YUM YUMMMMMMMMMM YUMMMMYYY DA CHICKEN WINGS R WAITING FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEE =D

FAKE TATTOOOOOO BOOOOOYA!

i placed a fake tattoo on my handddd

Chansey in my primary school uniform (White shirt)

Well..I made her wear the white shirt lol...i cut it half so it wut fit her =]



Chansey being mad after i took d shirt off

Exam's coming sooooooooooon

eхaм'ѕ coмιng ѕoon and ιм ѕo aғraιd...тo ғaιl or тo geт really really really вad мarĸѕ...eѕpecιally мaтн...ιм ѕo aғraιd тo ғaιl agaιn.......4 мore dayѕ and ιт'ѕ eхaм!! arннннннннннннннн..ѕoмeтιмeѕ ι loѕт мy concenтraтιon wнn ιм тryιng тo ѕтυdy.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Get things ready for a modelling show

Getting things ready for a modelling show for this saturday with some mates at All Saint's Cathedral church....using recyclable things to make clothes haha...that's not easy.We made a jacket using plastic bottles and 8 of us walked to Karamunsing to have our lunch at McDonald.I ate a chiken burger.After that we walked back to All Saint's Cathedral and made an apron using wallpapers,straws,plastic bottle caps.3pm mum fetched me home.

I'm looking forward to the modelling show.....=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Doulos

Just came back from Doulos and bought two books.




-Nancy Drew Hollywood Head Scratchers
-TodaysGirls.com please reply!

Smile the break-up. =)

"I guess it's true that love was all I wanted cause I'm giving it away like it's extra change..hoping it will end up in his pocket but he leaves me out like a penny in the rain oh, cuz it's not his price to pay...not his price to pay..."

but that's ok..cuz u cant force somebody to love or care about u whn dey dont even wanna to...

i have to let go things that i cant change...

it's hard though,but i'll have to try..

"The waters high, I'm jumping into it and letting go...."

It's done.Move on.

poor me..eh?

3 subjects..

3 subjects failed during this term's first exam,sejarah,c.hist,maths.My maths....frm one of my best turned to one of my worst subjects...i got 85% for d first exam this year but now...i got only 58.5%......so upsetting...no matter what...it happened...and what i can do is: concentrate,work harder,be HARDWORKING...and i swore i will....let's see if i can make it through....

Just got my KHB project done haha..it's a really really first thing i made it by myself in my entire life using a saw,a hammer,a few pieces of plank,some nails.....dont think it's usable...it's poor quality...

31/08/09

stayed at Celyn resort for a night yesterday and came back home juz now..


videos:




tomorrow school reopen...wondering what marks im going to get for chinese,bm,math...haha
editting videos now and doing geo project......

Yeah~

Exam finished few days ago...everything is as fine as possible now...holiday now...YEAH i love it!!Erm...me N him..we are fine now...no more ignoring each other....happy Happy HAPPY!!!!!

&&

in ♥ with "Æ‚Î’"
♥I LOVE U ♥

only u..

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

(I guess it's a rubbish post now) :S editted on 18/09/09

My crazy dog

Cute?? ><

(I'm not the one who did these video recording)

Chansey N Bone

Funny yeah?She's the one who makes me happy all the time..She's my dog,Chansey.

Happiness&Sadness 14/08/09 (Friday)

Happiness
1.Grandma brought us gifts frm KL.THANKS AHMA!!!!!!

2.I finally found taylor swift's fearless and love story piano music sheet on www.pianoharmonic.com.

3.Exam's gonna end soooooooon

Sadness

1.I haven't even started to study c.hist for tomoro's exam...60...yea...it's enuf already...

2.Why Sejarah and c.hist have to be together on tomoro's exam???????? Sooo hard (for me)

I saw him. 09/08/09 (Sunday)

I saw him juz now at warisan square,he saw me too...but he's like ignoring me and i have to admit that i can't let go of him,i'm still thinking of him,i'm still wanting him,the most important is,I'm still
♥ing him but.............i feel like...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Taylor Swift. 08/08/09 (Saturday)

I've been looking for Taylor Swift Life Story magazine everywhere but I still can't find it!!!!!!! I want to own it T.T Scarlett has got it,she's so lucky !!!


Taylor Swift Life Story magazine

&& once again thanks scarlett for lending me her precious taylor swift's "fearless" album that she always listens to it until the radio broke down(I'm serious).Oh GOSH!

BFF =D

Im so confuse. 07/08/09 (Friday)

couldnt stop thinking of him.Shouldn't hav been like that.Shouldve let go.I'm tryin so hard to be like this but i've failed to.

Shouldnt hav started it first in the beginning.Everything would be so simple but i've make it seemed so complicated,and i didnt really know wot am i doing at that time,i juz did everything without thinking twice.It's my fault i guess??What am i gonna do now with this fallout??


fine fine fineeeee....Juz temporary forget 'bout everything first...exam's comin soon...gotta focus on it.. Oh Yeah

Uhh... 02/08/09 (Sunday)

Quitted maple..not gonna waste time on it anymore......gotta move on....gotta work hardddd......gotta fight for what i want,what i dream.......never had a chance to be with him....never wanted to lost him...but.....gotta forget 'bout him.....he WAS great...he WAS my everything....but it all was yesterdaySSSS........i gotta smile.........gotta be happy......and......yeah....im doing it well right now....see,im smiling =) =D && laughing